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[30 Aug 2004|02:38pm]
i turned the dub.Collapse )
COMME10NT| fcuk me!

[12 Jul 2004|02:12pm]
i have the house to myself fri sat and sun woOO hooo im going to have my band play here and just jam and shit it s going to be hawt...everyone is invited.or something.

im afraid of being alone in my house *hides*
COMME10NT| fcuk me!

u and me u know that we were always funny in that car crash sort of way [30 Jun 2004|01:35pm]
anyone want to go to warped this sat with me.before i die? if u do holla.

"i always knew id end up dead today TODAY.TODAY!"
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[29 Jun 2004|02:22pm]
im better off dead.
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[27 Jun 2004|05:39pm]
if u need me ill be gone.
fcuk me!

[26 Jun 2004|08:59pm]
i feel at anymoment im going to lose it.for some reason lately i feel like a roller coaster of emotions have been going thru my head.i feel so torn for some reason i dont even know what to say anymore i cannot describe this feeling.im utterly sick and i just feel like locking myself in my room and writing about everything in my journal and just painting to try to block everything out.i feel like a wreck so much is going on and bothering me.i feel like i cannot express my feelings towards anyone at the moment nor talk about certain things.everyone is so used to taking me as the funny guy and just cracking jokes all the time but at times i just want to be serious.and well maybe just talk about whats going on in my head.instead its just like lets go out and laugh and crack jokes and i just cant act like im happy all the time doing it.cause inside i know im just hurting and needing to say some shit thats on my mind for my well being.i feel so not healthy and very non motivated to do anything.its like all i do is sit and think and just drive around to try and forget it.but in the end it just comes and catches up to me whether i want it or not.pills wont help nothing at this point is helping me its just think think think.sleep sleep sleep.i feel like ive lost a lot of people and it sux but i guess its just a part of life.i think at times i just want to be happy but i know that i cant always be like that thats just part of life.alot of the things that make me happy i feel are fading away from my hands that i just can grasp them anymore.at times i wish icould just close my eyes and kiss the world goodbye.sure i have my parents and stuff but i feel like i cant really talk to them about certain shit and they just tell me i should be doing this or that and why am i doing this its just frustrating me.i feel like im very unsocial anymore and i just dont know what to do im just going insane i feel like ive lost something that i need but i guess thats just a part of life.im at the point where its just not fun being around anymore.i guess this is where ill let it be.and until i feel like saying anything more ill just end it farewell.
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[25 Jun 2004|02:05pm]
what about you?
what about me?
what about everything?
fcuk me!

<( (x)___(x) )> [23 Jun 2004|07:44pm]
let the body hit the floor.
fcuk me!

[17 Jun 2004|02:05pm]
COMME1NT| fcuk me!

[11 Jun 2004|09:25pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

ive given all hope up on happiness. goodbye

COMME3NT| fcuk me!

[09 Jun 2004|01:36pm]
im not happy.
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[08 Jun 2004|07:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]

"so if your lonely...you know im here waiting for you..."

fcuk me!

i feel like a bad b/f for not being there when she needs me :[ [06 Jun 2004|10:46pm]
i wish i could be there for her everyday and protect her from harm.and be there to make her happy when she needs me.and just to hold her and give her kissies.and to comfort her and kidnap her and bring her back to my house.where we would play pappa rappa the rappa and watch softball on the big screen.jenny<3
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[01 Jun 2004|04:48pm]

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[25 May 2004|03:21pm]
its just my heart who gives a shit :]
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[25 May 2004|01:57pm]
funny when people say stuff but they really dont mean it.hahaha i cant wait to die.enjoi.
COMME2NT| fcuk me!

[23 May 2004|05:09pm]
i miss it...
COMME4NT| fcuk me!

[16 May 2004|01:17pm]
u know im tired of seeing all these hardcore christian bands! im going to start something new with a band anyone want to join it. its going to be a hardcore MORMON! band mXc. fo sho fo sho. :]holla if u want to join.
COMME11NT| fcuk me!

some.qui.z [13 May 2004|06:38pm]
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .

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ahahaha this is so false about me and my birthday i swear :]
fcuk me!

down with the sickness. [13 May 2004|06:17pm]
i feel super sick and like im going to die..my gut hurts like a bitch! and im still like super dehydrated.! oh geez oh well i guess ill just die over.

lost prophets put it best...

"im gonna to die before im old,dont try to save me"
fcuk me!

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